Wei Wuxian (
acrookedpath) wrote2020-09-23 05:05 pm
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The good news: the energy-revealing array works!
The bad news --
It's not bad news, he insists to himself. It just... is. It's a complication, a hole in the road, a little snare tripping him up. That's all. It doesn't have to be more. It might not even be in the first place, yes? He is dead, Lan Zhan is alive, of course seeing just how very alive would stir something in him. That's all it is.
Right?
Never mind that he's fairly certain if he placed the same array on Harrow, or Tom-gongzi, or Ingress, he would not have been struck the same way. That -- it's ridiculous, this is all ridiculous, and that's why he's out here by the lake, standing on a flat rock with another array of talismans fluttering in his hand.
The key is not just luring resentful energy from the forest, despite the suppression around the inn. It is how swiftly he can do it. During his coffee-fueled spree of work last night, he drew up some new lures that ought to work faster than a traditional set. Now he scatters them in a wide circle around his feet, gestures sharply, and sends a bolt of red energy into the yellow paper slips.
Silently, in his head, he begins to count. One... two... three...
At the count of thirteen, something boils at the forest's edge, dark and oily.
Wei Wuxian smiles and lifts his flute to meet it.
The bad news --
It's not bad news, he insists to himself. It just... is. It's a complication, a hole in the road, a little snare tripping him up. That's all. It doesn't have to be more. It might not even be in the first place, yes? He is dead, Lan Zhan is alive, of course seeing just how very alive would stir something in him. That's all it is.
Right?
Never mind that he's fairly certain if he placed the same array on Harrow, or Tom-gongzi, or Ingress, he would not have been struck the same way. That -- it's ridiculous, this is all ridiculous, and that's why he's out here by the lake, standing on a flat rock with another array of talismans fluttering in his hand.
The key is not just luring resentful energy from the forest, despite the suppression around the inn. It is how swiftly he can do it. During his coffee-fueled spree of work last night, he drew up some new lures that ought to work faster than a traditional set. Now he scatters them in a wide circle around his feet, gestures sharply, and sends a bolt of red energy into the yellow paper slips.
Silently, in his head, he begins to count. One... two... three...
At the count of thirteen, something boils at the forest's edge, dark and oily.
Wei Wuxian smiles and lifts his flute to meet it.

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But he can’t feel this resentful energy, even as it manifests in increasing density. It doesn’t endanger him just by existing. He does wonder what would happen if he were to cast a Patronus. He’ll have to ask if Wei Wuxian would like to experiment later.
He’s also had thoughts about Knightsbridge and what could happen if that malignant and deadly darkness could be controlled.
There’s a rock that’s good for sitting - most of the ones near the lake are - so Tom decides to dust it off with a wave of his wand and settle upon it.
He’s curious as to what Wei Wuxian will do with the energy he’s summoned.
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It is a test now, to see how much he can hold onto, and for how long. He has spent over a month barely utilizing his tricks, and there is a slight ache at the back of his head, as one's arms would ache at lifting an unaccustomed weight. But Wei Wuxian adjusts easily -- as he always has -- and begins another slow count in his head as the smoke grows thicker and thicker around him.
At thirty, he pauses long enough to catch his breath. A few wisps of smoke try to eel away, but swiftly, he grabs hold with a different song: one meant to push the ghosts back into the forest, once more outside the bubble of suppression that surrounds the inn. The cloud sinks to his feet and shivers back across the water.
Only when the smoke is completely gone does he exhale, turn to Tom, and smile brightly. "Hello, Tom-gongzi!"
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“Are you attempting something specific today?”
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His smile flickers, briefly. (He does not see the lake, for an instant, but the pavilions of Nightless City; he smells blood instead of clean water, feels heat instead of a cool breeze.)
"Nothing good," he says simply, glancing away, waving the talismans about as if to chase the thoughts from his mind.
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“As I was approaching, I was reminded of dark entities in the Wizarding world. They are wraiths shrouded in black that drain the will, the hope, the very soul, out of those they encounter. To banish them, we cast a Patronus, a spell of light and pure energy. I was wondering how my Patronus might interact with your resentful energy. Perhaps it could be an experiment for us to try at some point.”
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Of course, at this moment, his first thought would be of Lan Zhan. Of course. He chases it away as quickly as he chased away the memory of Nightless City, drawing a careful breath.
"I am not sure I wish to be a part of that." Quietly. "I am sorry. Resentful energy is not the same as these creatures of the dark you describe."
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His lips quirk into a small smile.
"I was being terribly selfish anyway."
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He was never able to conjure a Patronus before Milliways. Through his years school, he'd had to manipulate the minds of his professors and classmates to make them think they saw him have success casting one. But perhaps that is a conversation for a time when there are fewer bruises.
"Oh, Ingress mentioned she met you."
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"She's rather fixated on those squids. Always has been. Mr. Julia was kidnapped from the lake once, and she did not let me or anyone else rest until she brought him home."
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Well. That he knows about, anyway.
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He sounds more curious than genuinely surprised. Wei Wuxian thinks of apocalypse as a devastation; a moment when the world feels as if it is ending, even if it stubbornly continues to exist.
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"I have had others come into my life in a similar way," he says. "Through terrible events. But as awful as they were, I am glad, at least, they allowed our paths to cross."
How else would he have grown to care so much for Wen Qing and Wen Ning? Or A-Yuan and Granny? His grief has never taken the shape of wishing he had never met them at all -- for if that were so, they all would have died so much sooner.
(Except for A-Yuan, who miraculously yet lives, six years old now and -- he hopes -- growing strong and happy.)
He did not do enough for them. That, he will forever regret.
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He's still baffled by how something as relatively benign as controlling the energy of restless spirits painted Wei Wuxian with such a malignant brush. There may be more to the story, of course, and Tom hopes it's something Wei Wuxian can confide in him at some point, as he once shifted some of the weight of his past onto others' shoulders. If there's any weight that even needs shifting.
"You're wise beyond your years, I think, Wei Wuxian."
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