Wei Wuxian (
acrookedpath) wrote2020-09-23 05:05 pm
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The good news: the energy-revealing array works!
The bad news --
It's not bad news, he insists to himself. It just... is. It's a complication, a hole in the road, a little snare tripping him up. That's all. It doesn't have to be more. It might not even be in the first place, yes? He is dead, Lan Zhan is alive, of course seeing just how very alive would stir something in him. That's all it is.
Right?
Never mind that he's fairly certain if he placed the same array on Harrow, or Tom-gongzi, or Ingress, he would not have been struck the same way. That -- it's ridiculous, this is all ridiculous, and that's why he's out here by the lake, standing on a flat rock with another array of talismans fluttering in his hand.
The key is not just luring resentful energy from the forest, despite the suppression around the inn. It is how swiftly he can do it. During his coffee-fueled spree of work last night, he drew up some new lures that ought to work faster than a traditional set. Now he scatters them in a wide circle around his feet, gestures sharply, and sends a bolt of red energy into the yellow paper slips.
Silently, in his head, he begins to count. One... two... three...
At the count of thirteen, something boils at the forest's edge, dark and oily.
Wei Wuxian smiles and lifts his flute to meet it.
The bad news --
It's not bad news, he insists to himself. It just... is. It's a complication, a hole in the road, a little snare tripping him up. That's all. It doesn't have to be more. It might not even be in the first place, yes? He is dead, Lan Zhan is alive, of course seeing just how very alive would stir something in him. That's all it is.
Right?
Never mind that he's fairly certain if he placed the same array on Harrow, or Tom-gongzi, or Ingress, he would not have been struck the same way. That -- it's ridiculous, this is all ridiculous, and that's why he's out here by the lake, standing on a flat rock with another array of talismans fluttering in his hand.
The key is not just luring resentful energy from the forest, despite the suppression around the inn. It is how swiftly he can do it. During his coffee-fueled spree of work last night, he drew up some new lures that ought to work faster than a traditional set. Now he scatters them in a wide circle around his feet, gestures sharply, and sends a bolt of red energy into the yellow paper slips.
Silently, in his head, he begins to count. One... two... three...
At the count of thirteen, something boils at the forest's edge, dark and oily.
Wei Wuxian smiles and lifts his flute to meet it.

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He was never able to conjure a Patronus before Milliways. Through his years school, he'd had to manipulate the minds of his professors and classmates to make them think they saw him have success casting one. But perhaps that is a conversation for a time when there are fewer bruises.
"Oh, Ingress mentioned she met you."
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"She's rather fixated on those squids. Always has been. Mr. Julia was kidnapped from the lake once, and she did not let me or anyone else rest until she brought him home."
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Well. That he knows about, anyway.
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He sounds more curious than genuinely surprised. Wei Wuxian thinks of apocalypse as a devastation; a moment when the world feels as if it is ending, even if it stubbornly continues to exist.
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"I have had others come into my life in a similar way," he says. "Through terrible events. But as awful as they were, I am glad, at least, they allowed our paths to cross."
How else would he have grown to care so much for Wen Qing and Wen Ning? Or A-Yuan and Granny? His grief has never taken the shape of wishing he had never met them at all -- for if that were so, they all would have died so much sooner.
(Except for A-Yuan, who miraculously yet lives, six years old now and -- he hopes -- growing strong and happy.)
He did not do enough for them. That, he will forever regret.
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He's still baffled by how something as relatively benign as controlling the energy of restless spirits painted Wei Wuxian with such a malignant brush. There may be more to the story, of course, and Tom hopes it's something Wei Wuxian can confide in him at some point, as he once shifted some of the weight of his past onto others' shoulders. If there's any weight that even needs shifting.
"You're wise beyond your years, I think, Wei Wuxian."
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"Tom-gongzi," he says, "were I not dead, I would bring you to Cloud Recesses, stand you before my teachers from years ago, and have you proclaim me wise to their faces. They would collapse from the shock!"
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Valiantly, he wills his cheeks not to start flushing.
"It is Lan Zhan's sect, after all."
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All of which, Wei Wuxian realizes, Lan Zhan has broken in some fashion since he arrived at the inn. (Granted, the incident with the ambrosia was only due to a miscommunication. Still.)
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This is not going to help his determination to stop blushing, he realizes.
"In fact, Lan Zhan was the one who caught me my first night. How many was it I broke, did he say then?" He hums in thought, counting on his fingers. "I dispelled one of their barriers, I entered Cloud Recesses too late at night, I brought wine, I tried to bribe Lan Zhan with the wine... I'm certain there were more."
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This, of course, doesn’t apply to the rules he makes and enforces. Good heavens, no.
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Not even Yunmeng Jiang, by the end.
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