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[acrookedpath]

Wei Wuxian's notes have long been a haphazard disaster, and it has reached a point where he knows he's circling a revelation, missing only one or two key parts, and said parts are probably lying half-forgotten in a notebook he thought he'd reserved for another project entirely. In theory, he is trying to dig through everything to organize it a little better.

In theory.

In practice, however, Wei Wuxian is staring out the window with his chin in his hand, and he hasn't touched the papers scattered across his table for about two hours. He's too busy smiling an absolutely foolish smile at nothing in particular.

It has been a very good couple of days.

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[herald_ingress]

She squeals! And then she hugs him again.

"I'm so, so, so happy for you! I thought so, when we talked, because of how he was looking at your pictures from our night out and what he said, but I couldn't be sure. He gave you the pictures, right?"

[acrookedpath]

He laughs, bright and joyous as his smile, as he wraps Ingress in a fierce embrace in return.

"Yes. He did." He's going even redder now. "Thank you for passing them along -- they're all lovely."

And Lan Zhan clearly enjoyed them as well. To say the least.

[herald_ingress]

Ingress raises her eyebrows at the blushing.

"Oh, did he like what he saw?"

[acrookedpath]

Wei Wuxian bites his lip, looking rather shifty all of a sudden.

"Maybe?"

[herald_ingress]

She elbows him playfully. "I have to tell you how bloody jealous I am, because Wei Wuxian, he is so beautiful. I am just... I'm thrilled for you. I'm so glad everything is okay. No, it's better than okay, right?"

[acrookedpath]

"He is," he says, dreamily, before he catches himself and starts to laugh again. "And yes. It is."

His ridiculous smile softens.

"It is better than all right."

[herald_ingress]

She beams another moment. And then a stern look falls over her face, and she shakes a finger at him in mostly mock consternation.

“As for the arm punch, why didn’t you tell me? I mean, I know why you didn’t tell me and it’s perfectly understandable, but Wei Wuxian, how you got here... Lan Wangji had to explain why he wasn’t there when you got back from London Above, and what had happened in the battle when he couldn’t save you. I feel terrible for just blithely laughing and drinking when I should have at least cared about how you ended up at Milliways.”

[acrookedpath]

...well, this conversation just swerved over a cliff. The grin drops off Wei Wuxian's face as he stares at Ingress.

"What?" he says, a little blankly. "No, Ingress, why would you -- ?" He tries for another laugh; it is strained, now, clambering over the rubble of this sudden shock. "It does not matter how I got here."

[herald_ingress]

She pauses a long moment, wishing she could take back her words. Again. As usual.

Milliways was so much easier when she was a kid and didn’t know any of the details about how people got here. All she had to do to make friends was exist.

“You’re right. I was caught off guard; I think he thought I knew already and it made me terribly upset to hear about it. But you’re absolutely right, it doesn’t matter at all.”

[acrookedpath]

"Ah." He still looks faintly poleaxed as he regains his mental footing. "It is -- "

Wei Wuxian looks down at his scattered notes. For lack of anything else to do with his hands, he straightens the edges of a couple of them.

"I do not remember much of the battle, in truth. And I do not wish to speak of what I do remember. I am sorry it took you by surprise as it did." He looks up. "But if Lan Zhan told you he is at fault for my death, that isn't true. He did as much as he could."

[herald_ingress]

She nods, taking everything he says to heart.

“Now that I know the basic story, I’ll never ask about it again. But I’ll also know what to take seriously when we talk, so that I don’t make light of something or ask questions that hurt you by mistake.”

[acrookedpath]

"No, no no -- " He waves a hand about as if shooing away the very idea. "You have nothing to worry about, Ingress. You have not hurt me, and I do not want you to tread around our conversations like you would on broken glass."

A crooked smile.

"I may explain more later, if it is appropriate. But please do not worry about me."

[herald_ingress]

“I promise that I will try very hard not to worry.”

Even though it’s easy to do, since wants the people she cares about to be happy. But she’ll try!

“And actually I wanted to tell you more about my brothers. My elder brother, Arch, was murdered along with my parents when I was very small. But my brother, Gavroche, I sort of adopted him without asking when I brought him home from Milliways when I was five. He was about nine, he thought, and had lived on the streets all of his life. And that’s where he died. I didn’t really understand what that meant then, but I do now.”

[acrookedpath]

"Oh," he sighs, as if she has struck a tender place in his heart. "I am sorry. I knew there were painful memories tied to the House of Arch; that is a terrible loss. Does Gavroche still live in the House?"

He does not fully understand the rules governing the spirits of the inn; he was able to leave for a night, but has come to understand he cannot leave permanently unless it is to -- whatever comes next, as some have put it. But perhaps there is a world Gavroche could inhabit freely, somewhere. It would not surprise him.

[herald_ingress]

"He does. Wei Wuxian, I want you to know that none of the strangeness, none of the sorrow, nothing is new to me, or shocking, or upsetting. It simply is. And it doesn't matter."

[acrookedpath]

Another smile touches his lips, reflexively, as he looks back down at the papers.

"It is not that I believe you couldn't handle it, or you would think less of me for what happened." Quiet. "It is that I would rather focus on what I have, not what I have lost."

[herald_ingress]

"Then that's what we'll do," she promises.

"Listen, Lan Wangji is going to ask you to come with us on a trip. I'd invited him to consult with a Herald Mage in Haven about his magical cultivation. And now, you simply have to come with us."

[acrookedpath]

He relaxes at last, back on sure footing, and glances up at Ingress --only to let out a startled laugh as she goes on.

"Wait," he says. "Is this Vanyel?"

[herald_ingress]

"Yes, has he already mentioned?"

[acrookedpath]

"Yes," he says, and covers his face with his hands as he descends into even more laughter. "Aiya, Ingress, I was so jealous when he mentioned him -- he did not say much of course but he looked so excited to meet him!"

For a Lan Zhan value of excited, of course.

"And I assumed he would visit alone, because this was before I had confessed my affections -- "

[herald_ingress]

Ahahaha, yeah, about that...

Ingress grimaces. “When I invited Lan Wangji, I didn’t know that you had feelings for each other. Vanyel is the most gifted Herald Mage in Valdemar, beautiful as he is gifted, and he’s Shaych, he only likes men. I swear to you on my Companion that I was not intentionally matchmaking, but if anything happened like a spark, well, how nice for two lovely people. But as soon as I knew, I told Lan Wangji to bring you, and he, of course, agreed to that right away, no hesitation.”

Honestly now that she thinks about it, it’s actually Wei Wuxian who is more Vanyel’s type than Lan Wangji...

“Mostly, though, I just wanted Lan Wangji to share his bardic gift with someone on my world who could possibly replicate it because I’m a terribly selfish and awful person.”

[acrookedpath]

"Oh, no," is all Wei Wuxian gets out amid his redoubled laughter. "Ingress! Now I wish even more I had figured out my affections sooner!"

He wipes tears of mirth from his eyes.

"No, no, it is fine, all is well -- and you are not selfish or awful for wishing others could learn what Lan Zhan knows. He has always been happy to share his gifts when they can help others."

[herald_ingress]

"And Vanyel is the same way. It'll be a good informational exchange. I'm afraid Haven isn't anything like London Above - no electricity, no loud music, no dance clubs. We do have a couple of nice taverns, though."

[acrookedpath]

"That will be much more to Lan Zhan's taste. Well -- not the taverns," he allows with a grin. "But everything else. And it may be nice to visit a place that is so much like how I spent my life, even if there are no dance clubs."

His (and now Lan Zhan's!) room is situated much like home, with lanterns and candles to provide light in the evening, but the intricate plumbing of the washroom remains a novelty. And even if they go unused, he has noticed several discreet electrical outlets here and there.

[herald_ingress]

“It will be pleasant for you, then. Only Tom and Door have ever visited with me, and they aren’t too keen. They’ll never say it out loud, but I can tell.”