acrookedpath: (like lizzo but with more zombies)
Wei Wuxian ([personal profile] acrookedpath) wrote2020-09-23 05:05 pm

[pfsb]

The good news: the energy-revealing array works!

The bad news --

It's not bad news, he insists to himself. It just... is. It's a complication, a hole in the road, a little snare tripping him up. That's all. It doesn't have to be more. It might not even be in the first place, yes? He is dead, Lan Zhan is alive, of course seeing just how very alive would stir something in him. That's all it is.

Right?

Never mind that he's fairly certain if he placed the same array on Harrow, or Tom-gongzi, or Ingress, he would not have been struck the same way. That -- it's ridiculous, this is all ridiculous, and that's why he's out here by the lake, standing on a flat rock with another array of talismans fluttering in his hand.

The key is not just luring resentful energy from the forest, despite the suppression around the inn. It is how swiftly he can do it. During his coffee-fueled spree of work last night, he drew up some new lures that ought to work faster than a traditional set. Now he scatters them in a wide circle around his feet, gestures sharply, and sends a bolt of red energy into the yellow paper slips.

Silently, in his head, he begins to count. One... two... three...

At the count of thirteen, something boils at the forest's edge, dark and oily.

Wei Wuxian smiles and lifts his flute to meet it.
lightamidchaos: (intent)

[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
His arm tightens slightly around Wei Ying as if to protect him, even as panic freezes his thoughts for a moment.

Jiang-zongzhu is very angry, Xichen had told him, not long ago. Lan Wangji had hated hearing every word of what his brother had to say, even though he understood why Xichen felt it necessary to tell him. I know what you think of him, Wangji, but he believes Wei Wuxian may possess the body of another, and hunts those suspected of practicing -- the ghost path.

He had been grateful to Xichen for not saying demonic cultivation, another example of his brother's kind heart, even while regretting that Xichen had not understood that Jiang Wanyin's actions in this regard only serve to make it impossible for Lan Wangji to think anything good of him at all, much less to forgive him.

"Jiang Wanyin will be helping to raise Jin Ling soon," he settles on. "When he is a little older. He will spend half of his time at Lotus Pier."
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mn. No doubt."

A beat of silence.

"Although Lianfang-zun is fond of him."
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"I do not know," he says. "But I would be surprised."

He glances down at Wei Ying again.

"Do you like swimming?"
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
"Just because you grew up there does not mean you actually like it," he says, a little stiffly. "So I thought to ask."
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 07:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"You have your choice of lake or ocean," he observes. "Or both."

Wei Ying is more relaxed against him, more cheerful, and he is deeply glad of it.
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"Probably not as much as if I had grown up in Lotus Pier," he says, dryly.

"But yes, I have done so."
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"Tired?" he murmurs, looking down at Wei Ying.

"Do you want to try sleeping again?"

Even while he asks it, he keeps his arm around Wei Ying, holding him close.
Edited 2020-09-29 19:41 (UTC)
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
"Then you do not have to."

Gently said.

"Do you want to lie down? To be more comfortable?"

He hesitates, but only for a moment, and then adds,

"I will stay with you. And keep talking."
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wei Ying."

Quiet, gentle, and yet very, very clear.

"I will sing for you."
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-29 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
"Wait only a moment," he murmurs, and gets up.

Lan Wangji clears away the small table with its tea service to stand by the door, extinguishes the incense burner, and puts out the lantern over the low table. The one at the foot of the bed he leaves lit, for now.

All the while, he orders his pulse and breathing to steady and demands of himself that he remain composed. Wei Ying has been through enough stress for one evening.

He returns to the bed, makes sure the coverlet is spread over Wei Ying, then lies down beside him.

"Come here," he says, glad of the moment to compose himself, praying his voice will not tremble and betray him. "Lay your head on my shoulder. You will be comfortable, and able to hear, both."

Which is true. Lying is forbidden.
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-30 09:16 am (UTC)(link)
There are many songs he could sing.

One of the specialties of Gusu Lan is musical cultivation, after all, and it is a particular strength of his. There are lullabies, meditative melodies, spiritual soothing songs, and more, so very much more. There are many, many, many songs he could sing.

But here, now, with Wei Ying, in this moment, as before, there is only one choice.

There are words to this song. He has known them for years. He does not use them now. To do so would be to lay his heart bare at Wei Ying's feet.

Instead, he begins to hum the familiar melody, low and clear.
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-30 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
He keeps up the flow of music without stopping, occasionally switching between songs while Wei Ying rests beside him. From time to time he will murmur an explanation of why he chooses this piece or that melody before starting to sing again.

Every so often, he repeats their song, using it as touchstone and transition both, especially when he feels Wei Ying start to tense up for any reason. Each time, as he does, Wei Ying will relax again, and Lan Wangji cannot articulate even to himself the complex way that makes him feel.

The hours pass, illuminated by the dim light of the single lantern and marked by melody, until dawn breaks as mao hour arrives.
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[personal profile] lightamidchaos 2020-09-30 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
He lets out a soft huff of breath in what might, in fact, be a laugh.

"Mn."

He turns his head to look down at the other man, but does not otherwise move.

"I know you prefer to sleep later."

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